navel gazing (with cosmic horn)

a crown of thorns, a scented flower

i was just listening to the song Prairie Rose by Roxy Music which had come on shuffle and all of a sudden i wanted to be held down and fucked to it so badly that i almost cried.

it was like 12% sad cry and 78% wondery majesty blood pumping water rushing cracked-open devotional desire cry. 🌊🧎‍♂️

the song itself is about wanting something desperately. maybe that’s why?

instead of doing any of that i am spending too much money on a game where i design digital gardens.

i have so much to say but my phone is on 3%
more later, XOXO